Purveyor

the time we spent was bitter-sweet
but love always prevailed
what happened to the cheerful man?
what happened to our dreams?

for years i called you my best friend
when people thought you`re strange
i wonder whether they were right
what happened to my faith?

frown upon my deeds
do you really think I`m so carefree
what have you ever done for me
since you`ve lost your vitality
you`re not at peace with yourself
but allege me i don`t care for you
what have you ever done for me
since i was down and you refused to see

fading in the bliss of our lives
arouses my compassion
lost in a world without joice
why won`t you show me
that I am a loved one?

blinded by a tissue of lies
foggy view misleading
torn by your art of disguise
teaching me a lesson
on how to lose a loved one

back in the day we`d understand
each other without words
time went by we didn`t realize
how we grew apart

now you live in a distant place
from where you can`t see the sun shine
I don`t know if she`s still alive
behind the clouds that darken the sky

it lacerates my heart
when you try to hurt yourself
you prefer the pain you cause
to what you`d feel otherwise
what do you feel anyway
i never knew, guess i never will
but should have known long ago
that you are lost beyond all hope

fading in the bliss of our lives
arouses my compassion
lost in a world without joice
why won`t you show me
that I am a loved one?

blinded by a tissue of lies
foggy view misleading
torn by your art of disguise
teaching me a lesson
on how to lose a loved one